New Home New Life

Hi long time not writing here

Now I am in the new home.We were leaving out little boarding room on 10 January 2015 and this feels like a new life. I mean so many new this year. Am staying in a different atmosphere, and not taking long time later, am going to be mom.

Dont you feel it is too overwhelming sometime? Yes indeed. But I just dont allow myself to complaint about these. So many people want to live my life. They want to stay at their own home and they want to have a kid, and being parent. Yes, I want to do that too.

But am afraid am trapped in a world cycle. Born-School-Work-Married-Having Kids-Raising Kids-Die.
No, life shouldnt be like this rite.

Am just dont find the clue.

Really.

This is too overwhelming.