Before Proposal

I keep realized I can't deal with it. At this time I can't accept any parts of his past. So annoying for me. I don't know why. At this year he will propose me. Is there any girl unhappy with that? Everybody is happy when their man proposes them. Me? Of course I'm happy. But why at some time I saw him,like I saw he looked at that girl. May I say something rubbish here? Sht.

Like I could see the warmness between them and I just can't deal with it. Just less than a year before he ‎​​♏ëT me, that girl told him how she missed him,how she dreamt about him,how warm would be if it was real. What kind of girl could did that to a boy? I am angry with this stories. Yes,I was,I am.

Now look at now. She is single,her bf left her with no reason,and he asked me for a symphaty for her. Hey man,I don't know her,I hv never ‎​​♏ëT her and I won't. So why should I gave my symphaty for her? Because of she worked in a korean crazy company and she is still hang in there and you adore her?Hello man, at the point you should let your that idol girl faces reality. Look at me, I face my reality,where have you been?


I really don't wanna know her,even invite her to my wedding. She is my boyfriend's bestfriend.Oh really?A best friend? He should choose right now. Leave her or leave me.
Look at my eyes. Realize my existance. I am here. Take a moment to face reality that I am here. For you.

I always wait for you,but in your mind,in your heart,you keep her face,her long hair,her talks. Does it make me like a whore?

When she was single,why did you ask her about your propose? Why? Do you still wanna know the answer? And because of she said maybe,just maybe, you felt afraid to replay the moments you waited her and then you prefer to choose me that always have "yes" ? I hate you.

I ever had a very bad moment with my past man. If you just need me for some sex days, do it with some others. Propose me because you really want me, and prove me if you have finished with her.


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