02.30 early November 13 2012. Thank God I am awake still in my bed at Jakarta. I may be awake in another bed at another city on the following days later. What future brings to me is so unpredictable. I don't know how to explain it,even for myself. Moreover for my parents. I just asked God,why. And how.
I'm growing older, my parents do,my grandma does,my bro does. And the time is ticking so careless with the older we got. So is it that priceless just to stay in this broken capital? Is is impossible for person like me to stay here and living the small dreams,like getting back to university and growing a small family? Hundreds thousands bachelorettes stay here,why not me become one of them?Is this capital will loss some big space just bcause of providing me a space? I am 51 weight and 160 height, I supposed not to waste a bigger space than my fatter friends anywhere.
God,if I am not going crazy by the circumstances,maybe I am going to die. Let me live my life just a moment. You know that, from the tears and the wishes, You really know that. If I can't lay my wishes on You, where should I put that?On Human Resources e-mails? Your joke is great,but I'm seriously ....sad.
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